Just wanted to stop by and let you know, I'm still praying for you, even if you may not believe me or want to think so. There is and will ALWAYS be someone loving you. All you have to do is accept the love He is offering (:
It hurts me to read the things on your blog, it hurts me more that Jesus is being hurt by it, but it hurts me the MOST that something or someone affected you to the point where you would post these things about Jesus. Please know, there's a world full of people willing to love you, already loving you.
im not trying to preach you or shove anything down your throat. please just know God loves you more than anything or anyone. If you don't want to believe that it's fine, but I just want you to know that He will ALWAYS be waiting for you. I'll be praying for you.